Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Time Management...Valentine's Day :-(
Ok, so I dropped out of many of the activities I was involved w/ last semester. I'm very excited about having the time to actually focus on my graduate school classes and believe it or not I'm actually getting something out of them. But riddle me this batman.....why do I feel like I'm not busy enough? Do I have some kind of disorder that requires me to be going 90 to nothing before I feel accomplished? Where did this come from??
On an entirely separate note, I have a friend who I have recently discovered has been saying very unflattering things about me. Others (whom I trust) have come to me for verification and clarification. Amazing what you learn about a person, when they talk about you behind your back. I'm really perplexed as to what I should do about this, there is a very large part of me that says forget it, there is another part that doesn't want to just let it go. Pray for me that I make the right decision - whatever it is.
We have moved church buildings, and let me tell you how absolutely amazing church was in the new building. Even though we are meeting in the gym together, for the first time since I attended the OC we had church in one service (on a non-holiday Sunday)!! AMAZING is the only word for the sight of people crammed into the gym, the singing, and the fellowship. I feel so blessed to attend such a loving congregation.
Valentine's Day - still single - not such a good day. I really, really tried to convince myself that this was just any other Tuesday, but who was I kidding!! Red, pink, & white balloons, napkins, tablecloths, etc. seemed to follow me everywhere I went. I really did ok until tonight when I realized that I have spent another year of my life w/o having a significant other. 365 days of not having someone to call when I was excited, sad, bored, stressed, tired, etc. 365 days of not having a shoulder to cry on, someone to hug me and tell me it would be ok. 365 days of not having someone to simply share my life with - SUCKS!!!
Ok - I'm done whining for the moment - I have graduate school assignments I must catch up on. I guess that is one good thing about school - it doesn't allow me time for a pity party. Yeah for school - I guess.
On an entirely separate note, I have a friend who I have recently discovered has been saying very unflattering things about me. Others (whom I trust) have come to me for verification and clarification. Amazing what you learn about a person, when they talk about you behind your back. I'm really perplexed as to what I should do about this, there is a very large part of me that says forget it, there is another part that doesn't want to just let it go. Pray for me that I make the right decision - whatever it is.
We have moved church buildings, and let me tell you how absolutely amazing church was in the new building. Even though we are meeting in the gym together, for the first time since I attended the OC we had church in one service (on a non-holiday Sunday)!! AMAZING is the only word for the sight of people crammed into the gym, the singing, and the fellowship. I feel so blessed to attend such a loving congregation.
Valentine's Day - still single - not such a good day. I really, really tried to convince myself that this was just any other Tuesday, but who was I kidding!! Red, pink, & white balloons, napkins, tablecloths, etc. seemed to follow me everywhere I went. I really did ok until tonight when I realized that I have spent another year of my life w/o having a significant other. 365 days of not having someone to call when I was excited, sad, bored, stressed, tired, etc. 365 days of not having a shoulder to cry on, someone to hug me and tell me it would be ok. 365 days of not having someone to simply share my life with - SUCKS!!!
Ok - I'm done whining for the moment - I have graduate school assignments I must catch up on. I guess that is one good thing about school - it doesn't allow me time for a pity party. Yeah for school - I guess.
# posted by KC @ 8:07 PM 
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Hmm...I love the new OC building, but I'm not a fan of worship in the gymnasium. It's SO crowded. I've even contemplated skipping the next 3 Sunday's until we're in the sanctuary 3/5.
This V'day I looked beyond the cheesy commercialism and went to the climbing gym for 1 1/2 hrs and did weights and the Abs class! I tell ya, this was an excellent idea b/c not only is the gym full of eye candy, but full of single, unattached eye candy!
This V'day I looked beyond the cheesy commercialism and went to the climbing gym for 1 1/2 hrs and did weights and the Abs class! I tell ya, this was an excellent idea b/c not only is the gym full of eye candy, but full of single, unattached eye candy!
Good idea Amanda - I wish I had thought of that. It would have been much more beneficial for half-marathon training anyway.
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