southern ramblings

I have been stood up for the first time in a long time tonight, by someone that I thought was becoming a very good friend. I'm a little sad and disheartened by the whole thing, mainly because I thought I had gotten past the whole 'stand her up w/o a phone call' routine. I guess not. I hold out hope somewhere deep inside that something happened that has prevented by friend from contacting me - what that could be I don't know.

I'm really kind of over the whole dating scene - I just don't like it. I want to meet a guy, hit it off, fall in love, and be done. Is that too much to ask? Apparently it is, cause my life sure ain't working out that way. I think I'm just mad, irritated, frustrated, and most of all hurt right now. Funny how something I wasn't trying to put a whole lot of emphasis on (outing w/ friend)has had such a negative pull on my emotions. Oh well - I guess that is part of being human.